Where there is a beginning there is an end.
Nov 17, 2023 22:57:53 GMT -6
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Looking up at the stars my body relaxes and I let out a sigh. My mind needed a break so it could reflect on some things. Some events in my past which lead me to where I am now and where I seem to be going towards. No one truly knows what their future holds. I never thought I would be hired to wrestle in a company called New Edge Wrestling right after I got out of the Navy. Being a Navy Seal was all I ever dreamed of. I never imagined I would be here now getting ready to go into a New Edge event called Ignite to face fourteen other people in what’s called a Royal Rumble Match. Where the only way to get somewhat out is by throwing them over the top rope and down to the outside. I’ve always been a fighter. It was born in me. I come from a family of veterans. My dad was in the army, my oldest brother in the air force, and now myself a Navy Seal. My father taught us from a young age that you take pride in serving your country so that’s all I have ever wanted to do. It’s like that country music song I’m proud to be an American. It gives me something to be proud of knowing that if I lose my life that I’m giving it up for something I believe in. But, as life things always change now I’m no longer an active Seal. However I am now looking forward to this new adventure that New Edge Wrestling seems to be promising me. The crackling of the camp fire brings me out of my thoughts as the wind is blowing through the trees bringing the smell of the campfire as I breathe it in it relaxes me.
This spot was a hidden gem that I came across on my adventure exploring Chicago. It’s part of the Navy Seal in me to learn the lay of the land and the surroundings of places that I know I will be staying at for long periods of time. I’ve been told it’s a form of a safety complex that I picked up as a Navy Seal. It also benefits me because I was looking for a place where I could come and clear my head. Don’t get me wrong, Chicago's busy life with all its sights, sounds and craziness is nice but for an over-thinker like me I needed some quiet place where I could clear my thoughts and quiet my mind. This place was perfect. The trees surrounding the lake gave the camp ground privacy and it was far enough away from the city where you could escape all the city noises. You could tell not a lot of people came here and that made it even more perfect for me. The quiet gave me a chance to focus on my next mission ahead which for me now was the Royal Rumble match coming up at Ignite. As a seal you learn to study your advisories so you learn their strengths and their weaknesses so you never go into a mission unprepared. One of the biggest lessons you learn as a seal is to never underestimate your opponent and I take that lesson to heart.
Zipping up my black leather jacket I walked closer to the fire and sat down on the cool ground. There was a chill in the air but sitting close to the fire kept me warm. Loneliness never bothered me in fact I take solace in it especially now. Looking out over the lake I never thought I would be staying in Chicago Illinois of all places and that my job would change from a Navy Seal to a wrestler. It’s hard for me to comprehend that I would ever feel excitement for something other than my missions as a seal. But, when I think of Ignite and this Royal Rumble match I start to feel that excitement again. That fire inside of me is starting to burn with the same passion that I used to have when I was a Navy Seal but now it’s towards this match. The idea of fifteen people who have different wrestling slash fighting capabilities all squaring off in a ring. There are those who have been with the company off and on for a long time whose names are well known like for example Hunter Valentyne and Blair Buchannan. Both of them have reputations for being amazing wrestlers and I have also heard that they have obviously won their fair share of big matches.
That doesn’t bother me though because being a Seal I was always up against men and women who were bigger than me, faster, and hit harder. But, I always find a way to walk away a winner so to speak. When I was a seal I was a commander I led my team on countless missions. I trained them how to fight and what it meant to be a part of a team. I showed them even the ones who doubted me how one woman could per say take down fourteen other people. Just like I will show everyone at Ignite when I win the Royal Rumble match taking down fourteen other people. Plus I also needed this for myself after getting forced into an honorable discharge. My confidence kind of took a blow. Sighing I stretch my legs out straight leaning back as I rest both of my hands down on the ground. I looked back up at the stars as I remember the day that started the beginning of the end of my career in the Navy.
It was a hot sunny day. I was driving down the highway in my jeep wrangler. The top was off so the wind was blowing my hair everywhere but I didn’t care. I loved it. Honestly it just made me feel so free. The radio was blasting with my favorite country music playlist I felt on top of the world. My platoon had just got finished early from a covert mission so we were all excited that we got to go on leave a few days early. I was so proud of my team. Honestly, we were more like a family than a team. We respected each other and we also knew that we had each other's backs no matter what. That is until I let emotions get the best of me which I won't ever let happen again. That’s why I have to keep my head clear so that way I can prove myself at Ignite no matter who I have to go through in the rumble to do it.
That day I was driving towards my house to surprise my fiance Anthony with my early arrival. He had no idea I was coming two days early. I kept picturing the scene in my head of how happy he would be to see me. I thought about us making love in our bed for hours. He was the best guy in my life. He was the one who I thought understood me better than anyone. We were like Bonnie and Clyde so to speak. He said he understood my love for the navy and being a seal. He said it was so hot that I could beat all the guys in my platoon. I thought we would always be together but little did I know that this day would change me forever. Just like I hope when I win at Ignite that it will change me forever but more in a good way of course.
As I pulled into Anthony and I’s driveway smiling as I saw his truck I nearly jumped out of my black jeep with excitement grabbing my black duffel bag. Quickly I ran up to the front door. My heart was thrilled. I had a huge smile on my face. The door was unlocked but I thought nothing of it. Proceeding inside the house it was quiet so I thought Anthony was maybe upstairs taking a nap. So I set my bag on the couch and my keys on the side table. My heart was racing as I quietly snuck up the stairs to our bedroom. Giggling to myself as I thought about his face and what his reaction might be when he saw me. That’s when I put my hand on the door knob and quickly opened the door. But, the site before me wasn’t the one I was expecting. He was shocked alright and so was my little sister Winter. They were in bed together and my sister was naked straddling Anthony, my then fiancee……..
My heart shattered into a million pieces. How could they do this to me? My own sister and the man who said he loved me. It hurt more than any stab wound I had ever gotten. They both had the look of pure shock and fear on their faces when they noticed me in the doorway. I’m a very tough woman but that site was enough to take my breath away. I felt like my soul was shredded from my body. The two people I loved the most had betrayed me, the pain and the anguish was almost too much to take. I have killed men literally watching until I saw them take their last breath. I had plunged a knife into a man's chest and felt when his heart took its last beat. Nothing like that had ever phased me but seeing them together in my bed is a site I will never forget. Just like I will give all the people that are attending New Edges Ignite a site that they will never forget when I win the royal rumble by literally destroying the competition if that’s what it takes.
Anthony” River….. River, what the hell are you doing here?
My heart hurt. All I could do was just stare at him. I could feel the sadness start to turn into bitter anger and that’s when I turned to look at Winter, my own sister, my own flesh and blood. Which is around the time of when she decided to start to mumble.
Winter” River…. I’m so sorry.
I laughed to myself. She was so pathetic. If you are going to do something own up to it don’t be a coward.
River” You didn’t look too sorry a few minutes ago when you were riding his fucking dick. I can’t believe you two.
Anthony started to get out of bed. He was fumbling around trying to get his pants on. I just kept looking at him with disgust.
Anthony” River let me explain… I was feeling lonely. You are never home.
I couldn’t listen to anymore of what he had to say anymore. My anger was so high. I took my fist and punched it hard against the wooden bedroom door, breaking it. When I’m mad or determined I don’t know my own strength just like I will be when I’m in the ring in Ignite especially to the ones who underestimate me. For example like Meg Coleman she is full of herself she doesn’t take in the full picture of things and doesn’t seem to make a plan of action. I study my opponents. I watch for their weaknesses. I'm a lioness hunting for their prey.
River” You have no fucking right to put this on me. You were lonely? I was out serving my country. It’s not my fucking fault that you couldn’t keep it in your pants. You have both fucking betrayed me and you know what the more I think about it you both deserve each other you make me sick.
With that I turned around and stomped my way down the stairs. I was so hurt and angry my whole world felt like it was crashing down on top of me.
Winter” RIVER PLEASE WAIT!
I heard her yell as she scattered around trying to catch up with me. I turned and gave her a death glare. My eyes felt like they were burning red. I will give the same look to my opponents as I throw them over the top rope and to the damned floor watching their bodies hit that outside mat.
Winter” River were sisters can’t we talk please?
She sounded like she was begging. It was pathetic I rolled my eyes really she was trying to play the sister card. I couldn’t tell rather she was dumb or brave for facing me right now. All I could do was see red. Winter was smaller then me and I could easily break her in fucking two.
River” You didn’t seem to care that you were my sister when you were just upstairs fucking Anthony. I don’t want to talk to you or see you. In my damned eyes you are no longer my sister.
I grabbed my keys off the side table then I saw my engagement ring. It felt like it was burning my skin so I pulled it off and I threw it at Winter then I grabbed my bag and headed towards the front door almost knocking Winter over.
Winter” Come on River you don’t mean that.
I didn’t say a word as I opened the door and then slammed the door behind me on my way out leaving Winter standing there in my living room just wrapped up in my own damned sheet. She had a look of hurt and shock on her face just like my opponents at IGNITE will have when they are staring up at me from the floor of the arena. It doesn’t matter to me, man or woman, I will beat them equally. I will never hold back rather you have a pussy or a dick I wont ever underestimate anyone ever again.
After slamming the door I got in, my jeep started and put it in reverse. I then slammed my foot down on the gas squalling my tires loudly. I did the same as I put the jeep into drive. As I drove I couldn’t get the picture of them out of my head. I was shocked it felt unreal like I was dreaming a horrible nightmare. This feeling is the one that I want to give to my opponents at IGNITE to show them that River Rose means business. It doesn’t matter if they are a former title holder, if they are a man or a woman like Bianca Davis who needs to get off her high horse. Bianca seems to think that she is a queen and well I need to knock her off her high horse. I want them to feel the pain like the whole world is against you. That feeling like everything you thought you knew was the truth is now a lie.
Driving down the road I speeded the jeep up the highest speed I could get it to. I've never been a big crying type but those tears I cried that day burned as they rolled down my cheeks. I went rogue after that I did mission after mission for the Seals. A lot of them were on my own. I felt empty inside so I became a killing machine trying to feel something. Until I met someone who literally knocked me on my ass. Just like I will knock anyone of my opponents at IGNITE who tries to get in my way from victory. I need this win not just for me but for my navy family, my platoon who even in my darkest time has never given up on me. My phone starts to ring, taking me out of my thoughts and back into my surroundings. It takes me by surprise when I see my boss's name Jesse Styles flash across my screen. I take a sigh to calm myself after working myself up in my thoughts. Sliding my finger across my cell phone screen I answered the call.
River” Hello admiral
I called Jesse admiral because he leads the company and an admiral is the highest level in the Navy. I could hear Jesse laugh so I don’t think he seemed to mind it.
Jesse” Hey River my wife Scarlet and I were wondering if you were busy there is someone we would like you to meet.
River” I’m not busy just relaxing trying to get my head into the game so that I can be ready for the royal rumble match at IGNITE.
Jesse” That’s good it’s pretty much a good idea to do such things when you have this big of a wrestling match coming up. So anyways since you are not busy why don’t you come over to Club Rain in say about two hours?
Looking at my phone shit that’s barely enough time to get back to my apartment, change and get there. But, when the admiral gives an order you take it. Jesse and his Wife Scarlet seem like pretty powerful people, ones you probably don’t want to mess with. I can respect it because I want to show them and everyone in New Edge how strong and powerful I can be. Also that I deserve respect and this opportunity to win the royal rumble at Ignite. This Navy Seal is on full mission mode.
River” Sure admiral I’ll see you then.
This spot was a hidden gem that I came across on my adventure exploring Chicago. It’s part of the Navy Seal in me to learn the lay of the land and the surroundings of places that I know I will be staying at for long periods of time. I’ve been told it’s a form of a safety complex that I picked up as a Navy Seal. It also benefits me because I was looking for a place where I could come and clear my head. Don’t get me wrong, Chicago's busy life with all its sights, sounds and craziness is nice but for an over-thinker like me I needed some quiet place where I could clear my thoughts and quiet my mind. This place was perfect. The trees surrounding the lake gave the camp ground privacy and it was far enough away from the city where you could escape all the city noises. You could tell not a lot of people came here and that made it even more perfect for me. The quiet gave me a chance to focus on my next mission ahead which for me now was the Royal Rumble match coming up at Ignite. As a seal you learn to study your advisories so you learn their strengths and their weaknesses so you never go into a mission unprepared. One of the biggest lessons you learn as a seal is to never underestimate your opponent and I take that lesson to heart.
Zipping up my black leather jacket I walked closer to the fire and sat down on the cool ground. There was a chill in the air but sitting close to the fire kept me warm. Loneliness never bothered me in fact I take solace in it especially now. Looking out over the lake I never thought I would be staying in Chicago Illinois of all places and that my job would change from a Navy Seal to a wrestler. It’s hard for me to comprehend that I would ever feel excitement for something other than my missions as a seal. But, when I think of Ignite and this Royal Rumble match I start to feel that excitement again. That fire inside of me is starting to burn with the same passion that I used to have when I was a Navy Seal but now it’s towards this match. The idea of fifteen people who have different wrestling slash fighting capabilities all squaring off in a ring. There are those who have been with the company off and on for a long time whose names are well known like for example Hunter Valentyne and Blair Buchannan. Both of them have reputations for being amazing wrestlers and I have also heard that they have obviously won their fair share of big matches.
That doesn’t bother me though because being a Seal I was always up against men and women who were bigger than me, faster, and hit harder. But, I always find a way to walk away a winner so to speak. When I was a seal I was a commander I led my team on countless missions. I trained them how to fight and what it meant to be a part of a team. I showed them even the ones who doubted me how one woman could per say take down fourteen other people. Just like I will show everyone at Ignite when I win the Royal Rumble match taking down fourteen other people. Plus I also needed this for myself after getting forced into an honorable discharge. My confidence kind of took a blow. Sighing I stretch my legs out straight leaning back as I rest both of my hands down on the ground. I looked back up at the stars as I remember the day that started the beginning of the end of my career in the Navy.
It was a hot sunny day. I was driving down the highway in my jeep wrangler. The top was off so the wind was blowing my hair everywhere but I didn’t care. I loved it. Honestly it just made me feel so free. The radio was blasting with my favorite country music playlist I felt on top of the world. My platoon had just got finished early from a covert mission so we were all excited that we got to go on leave a few days early. I was so proud of my team. Honestly, we were more like a family than a team. We respected each other and we also knew that we had each other's backs no matter what. That is until I let emotions get the best of me which I won't ever let happen again. That’s why I have to keep my head clear so that way I can prove myself at Ignite no matter who I have to go through in the rumble to do it.
That day I was driving towards my house to surprise my fiance Anthony with my early arrival. He had no idea I was coming two days early. I kept picturing the scene in my head of how happy he would be to see me. I thought about us making love in our bed for hours. He was the best guy in my life. He was the one who I thought understood me better than anyone. We were like Bonnie and Clyde so to speak. He said he understood my love for the navy and being a seal. He said it was so hot that I could beat all the guys in my platoon. I thought we would always be together but little did I know that this day would change me forever. Just like I hope when I win at Ignite that it will change me forever but more in a good way of course.
As I pulled into Anthony and I’s driveway smiling as I saw his truck I nearly jumped out of my black jeep with excitement grabbing my black duffel bag. Quickly I ran up to the front door. My heart was thrilled. I had a huge smile on my face. The door was unlocked but I thought nothing of it. Proceeding inside the house it was quiet so I thought Anthony was maybe upstairs taking a nap. So I set my bag on the couch and my keys on the side table. My heart was racing as I quietly snuck up the stairs to our bedroom. Giggling to myself as I thought about his face and what his reaction might be when he saw me. That’s when I put my hand on the door knob and quickly opened the door. But, the site before me wasn’t the one I was expecting. He was shocked alright and so was my little sister Winter. They were in bed together and my sister was naked straddling Anthony, my then fiancee……..
My heart shattered into a million pieces. How could they do this to me? My own sister and the man who said he loved me. It hurt more than any stab wound I had ever gotten. They both had the look of pure shock and fear on their faces when they noticed me in the doorway. I’m a very tough woman but that site was enough to take my breath away. I felt like my soul was shredded from my body. The two people I loved the most had betrayed me, the pain and the anguish was almost too much to take. I have killed men literally watching until I saw them take their last breath. I had plunged a knife into a man's chest and felt when his heart took its last beat. Nothing like that had ever phased me but seeing them together in my bed is a site I will never forget. Just like I will give all the people that are attending New Edges Ignite a site that they will never forget when I win the royal rumble by literally destroying the competition if that’s what it takes.
Anthony” River….. River, what the hell are you doing here?
My heart hurt. All I could do was just stare at him. I could feel the sadness start to turn into bitter anger and that’s when I turned to look at Winter, my own sister, my own flesh and blood. Which is around the time of when she decided to start to mumble.
Winter” River…. I’m so sorry.
I laughed to myself. She was so pathetic. If you are going to do something own up to it don’t be a coward.
River” You didn’t look too sorry a few minutes ago when you were riding his fucking dick. I can’t believe you two.
Anthony started to get out of bed. He was fumbling around trying to get his pants on. I just kept looking at him with disgust.
Anthony” River let me explain… I was feeling lonely. You are never home.
I couldn’t listen to anymore of what he had to say anymore. My anger was so high. I took my fist and punched it hard against the wooden bedroom door, breaking it. When I’m mad or determined I don’t know my own strength just like I will be when I’m in the ring in Ignite especially to the ones who underestimate me. For example like Meg Coleman she is full of herself she doesn’t take in the full picture of things and doesn’t seem to make a plan of action. I study my opponents. I watch for their weaknesses. I'm a lioness hunting for their prey.
River” You have no fucking right to put this on me. You were lonely? I was out serving my country. It’s not my fucking fault that you couldn’t keep it in your pants. You have both fucking betrayed me and you know what the more I think about it you both deserve each other you make me sick.
With that I turned around and stomped my way down the stairs. I was so hurt and angry my whole world felt like it was crashing down on top of me.
Winter” RIVER PLEASE WAIT!
I heard her yell as she scattered around trying to catch up with me. I turned and gave her a death glare. My eyes felt like they were burning red. I will give the same look to my opponents as I throw them over the top rope and to the damned floor watching their bodies hit that outside mat.
Winter” River were sisters can’t we talk please?
She sounded like she was begging. It was pathetic I rolled my eyes really she was trying to play the sister card. I couldn’t tell rather she was dumb or brave for facing me right now. All I could do was see red. Winter was smaller then me and I could easily break her in fucking two.
River” You didn’t seem to care that you were my sister when you were just upstairs fucking Anthony. I don’t want to talk to you or see you. In my damned eyes you are no longer my sister.
I grabbed my keys off the side table then I saw my engagement ring. It felt like it was burning my skin so I pulled it off and I threw it at Winter then I grabbed my bag and headed towards the front door almost knocking Winter over.
Winter” Come on River you don’t mean that.
I didn’t say a word as I opened the door and then slammed the door behind me on my way out leaving Winter standing there in my living room just wrapped up in my own damned sheet. She had a look of hurt and shock on her face just like my opponents at IGNITE will have when they are staring up at me from the floor of the arena. It doesn’t matter to me, man or woman, I will beat them equally. I will never hold back rather you have a pussy or a dick I wont ever underestimate anyone ever again.
After slamming the door I got in, my jeep started and put it in reverse. I then slammed my foot down on the gas squalling my tires loudly. I did the same as I put the jeep into drive. As I drove I couldn’t get the picture of them out of my head. I was shocked it felt unreal like I was dreaming a horrible nightmare. This feeling is the one that I want to give to my opponents at IGNITE to show them that River Rose means business. It doesn’t matter if they are a former title holder, if they are a man or a woman like Bianca Davis who needs to get off her high horse. Bianca seems to think that she is a queen and well I need to knock her off her high horse. I want them to feel the pain like the whole world is against you. That feeling like everything you thought you knew was the truth is now a lie.
Driving down the road I speeded the jeep up the highest speed I could get it to. I've never been a big crying type but those tears I cried that day burned as they rolled down my cheeks. I went rogue after that I did mission after mission for the Seals. A lot of them were on my own. I felt empty inside so I became a killing machine trying to feel something. Until I met someone who literally knocked me on my ass. Just like I will knock anyone of my opponents at IGNITE who tries to get in my way from victory. I need this win not just for me but for my navy family, my platoon who even in my darkest time has never given up on me. My phone starts to ring, taking me out of my thoughts and back into my surroundings. It takes me by surprise when I see my boss's name Jesse Styles flash across my screen. I take a sigh to calm myself after working myself up in my thoughts. Sliding my finger across my cell phone screen I answered the call.
River” Hello admiral
I called Jesse admiral because he leads the company and an admiral is the highest level in the Navy. I could hear Jesse laugh so I don’t think he seemed to mind it.
Jesse” Hey River my wife Scarlet and I were wondering if you were busy there is someone we would like you to meet.
River” I’m not busy just relaxing trying to get my head into the game so that I can be ready for the royal rumble match at IGNITE.
Jesse” That’s good it’s pretty much a good idea to do such things when you have this big of a wrestling match coming up. So anyways since you are not busy why don’t you come over to Club Rain in say about two hours?
Looking at my phone shit that’s barely enough time to get back to my apartment, change and get there. But, when the admiral gives an order you take it. Jesse and his Wife Scarlet seem like pretty powerful people, ones you probably don’t want to mess with. I can respect it because I want to show them and everyone in New Edge how strong and powerful I can be. Also that I deserve respect and this opportunity to win the royal rumble at Ignite. This Navy Seal is on full mission mode.
River” Sure admiral I’ll see you then.